The retreat is over!!

hey every one, sorry, you guys are wright i have been slacking on the blog. but with good reson.
i just finished my month long meditation course here on lake atilan. and i have moved up to my friends house on the top of a huge hill over looking the lake. its such a beautiful place.
the course was an aazing experence. im so glad i did it, and stuck with it threw all the tuff times. my last 8 days of the course we did a retreat. so 8 days of silence, and 7 days of no food, just tea. most other ppl only did the 5 days that you where saposed to but i decided to do extra.
by the 7th day of not eating i could hardly walk, i was so weak and dizy. my friend racel the swiss girl i spent my month with was getting really mad at me becasue i wouldnt break the fast and eat, but i made a promis to my self and i kept it.
its incredable all i learned in this month. so many new things, so many new doors have opened to me.
i made a lot of good friendships, shared so much with a fw great ppl. and met racel, after 4 weeks of spending most me time with her while she was in silence, not hearing her speak once, was an crazy begining to a friendship. its so bizare to finaly be able to talk to her and listen to her voice. which is absultly beautiful.
so my three month visa in guatemala is almost finished, but ive thougt of coming back here to the lake, theres a cuple of small job opertunites for me, enuff to pay for my food and a place to sleep. but we will see what happens. i will probley be in el salvadore next week, it will be interesting to really start traveling again after close to three months in just two places.
so I highly recomend guatemala to anyone who is thinking of traveling. you wont be disaponed.
so lots of love to every one out there and i will try to wright more often.
mikkel